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If you try really hard, you'll see right through them [02 Dec 2005|03:07am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Okay there's a few things I need to get off my chest. I'll make this get right to the point. I'm pretty much leaving LJ. I'm just.. permanently not updating anymore.. or something like that. I really don't like LJ nor do I like a whole mass of the people here either. I'm gonna leave it up though for a few reasons... mainly because I like reading stuff on k_t or h_b or anywhere in between.

-I really don't like people that comment to me.. most of which anyway. There's only a few people I like here.
-I cannot stand most anonymous commenters on here either because they're a bunch of douche bags that are afraid to show who they really are.
-LJ drama is old news. Honestly, my friends and I up here in the PRESENT TIMES have gotten over all that preteen drama bullshit.
-Anyone who knows anything knows that GJ is much better than LJ. You have to PAY for things on LJ that you get for free on GJ. Fuck that shit.
-The only good things on LJ are a few good communities that have something of value to update about... other than that... it sucks.

I'm not directing this at anyone. I'm just fed up with LJ bullshit. If you wanna bitch me out, FINE. All I have to say is that fucking talk to me before you start acting like you know me for anything. I do know that I haven't had the most mature things to say in the past but a lot of that shit was when I was learning my way around the internet and blog BS so it's pretty much irrelevent now, ya think? Actually... most of Livejournal is irrelevent to me. So... bye LJ. It was nice um.. yeah.. while it lasted. So long.


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[27 Nov 2005|07:34pm]
I don't even think anyone sees this anymore.. but if you do... Please go check out this RP community in GJ. We need new members. Here is the taken list...

Joel Madden {Hiatus}
David Desrosiers
Benji Madden
Frank Iero
Mikey Way
Lars Frederiksen
Pierre Bouvier
Jepha Howard
Bert McCrackin
Taylor Hanson
Davey Havok
Pete Wentz

Lindsay Lohan
Hilary Duff
Jessica Simpson
Torrie Wilson

Anyone not on that list is available.. All of the characters we have now are cool and really love drama. If you're interested, go check it out. Thanks.

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Safe in here from all the stupid questions.. my heart is full... [23 Sep 2005|02:53pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

singing songs about someone else this time...Collapse )


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[21 Jun 2005|11:51pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

I probably should update this bitch more.

I'm on my mom's computer for a week and a half more. Buuuuuuuuut I'm getting a new computer so it's FINE with me. I can play Sims on this one and thats all that really matters to me right now. I got the University expansion on my dad's computer.. he dl'ed it for me.

Uh... what else? I graduated... well not fully. I got one more year left. I turn 17 in about 23 more days. Yep. July 15th. Sweeeeeeetness.

My summer project is to learn Amazing by Aerosmith on bass. I still suck at it but OH WELL. I really need to practice more too. But I've gotten lazy. RPing's my life now.. cause I have nothing better to do. I think that worries Jonell a bit. I'm like.. way pale. I think it was Green Day that said after being on the computer this long you get the computer glow kinda skin.

Okay so I'm not on as much these days, but I was before. I miss being on that much but it gives me loads of time to catch up on video games.. *rolls eyes a bit*

WELL.. that's about all really. Just waiting to get my computer working again. *huff*


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[16 Apr 2005|11:31am]
[ mood | ugh ]

I never said you meant that much to me
I cared a little but you wouldn’t believe
I never would pay what you want me to
Well now I can.
I’ll make this quick because I never got my fix
and I miss you

When time marches on
Take me now
For all I am

No matter what I’ve said
Time marches on
Take me now
For all I am
No matter what I’ve said
I never meant to run when you came for me
I just got scared because I DIDN'T BELIEVE
So catch me if you can, I’ll be needing you to
well now you can.

There's a point to this. Listen to Letterkills. :)


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[06 Apr 2005|01:03am]
[ mood | cynical ]


Mandy Sue-Hannah Lundgren's Aliases

Your movie star name: Chocolate Robert

Your fashion designer name is Mandy Paris

Your socialite name is Manders San Fransisco

Your fly girl / guy name is M Lun

Your detective name is Tiger SLV

Your barfly name is Fruit Rollup Coke And Whiskey

Your soap opera name is Sue-Hannah Marble Drive

Your rock star name is Butterfinger Superman

Your star wars name is Manaer Lunkyl

Your punk rock band name is The Emo Lipgloss

Fruit Rollup Coke and Whiskey. That's the coolest name ever. AND. See my GJ. It's awesome. I got pics up. Squee.




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[11 Mar 2005|03:33am]
[ mood | tired ]

Good Charlotte's First Impression of You by JoelsEmoHair
Your Name
Benji Will Think:You look good in bed.
Joel Will Think:Are "the one" for him.
Billy Will Think:You're weird but cool.
Chris Will Think:You're using him to look good for the twins.
Paul Will Think:Your pants are on backwards but they really aren't.
This Will Happen:October 5, 2015
Do They Like You?Yes!
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Damn straight, bitches.

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[09 Mar 2005|02:30pm]
[ mood | worried ]

Blah blah blah

I need to update this more. I didn't die I promise.

I just don't have a life or a reason to update. I'm fucking depressed and worried cause my parents are sick and my dad went to the doctor just now with my mom. She's sick too so.. yeah I'm just fucked up right now. Fucking glad I got my flu shot. Chris and Allen are apparently both sick too.

I need to do some homework too. I'll probably give the whole story on GJ later or something. :-* to all


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whoring [02 Mar 2005|02:05pm]

One of the coolest RP places ever. I love it with a burning passion. Join it, my pretties.

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[21 Feb 2005|10:38pm]
[ mood | drained ]

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Okay. Um. Yeah.

I need to update more. If you wanna know what's been up with me, check my geejay. http://www.greatestjournal.com/~bleed4me/

The Mandy

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He likes to pretend he's all sewn up. It makes for a much stronger case. [25 Jan 2005|06:25pm]
[ mood | blah ]

bored bored boredCollapse )


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[23 Jan 2005|06:16pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

I was reading that story with the Cheap Trick cover and I started thinking of that movie Fast Times at Ridgemont High then I started listening to that Meatloaf song... and now I'm all emo.

Oh and I'm pissed off too. *mumbles about fucking bastard Fundies*


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I just don't trust something that bleeds for 5 days and doesn't die... [16 Jan 2005|10:31pm]
[ mood | amused ]

ABOOT!Collapse )


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[08 Jan 2005|10:45pm]
[ mood | naughty ]

Robert Smith makes me feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside.

And I have boyfriend. His name is David. He's cute. Tall and has long curly brownish black hair. And really pretty blue green eyes.

And and and... I love that song by Lola Ray, "What It Feels Like."

You ask me what it feels like
I tell you that I don't know better
Touch me where you want to
I'm a virgin with a problem

Haha.. SOOOOOOOOOOO my song right there.


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[30 Dec 2004|12:18am]
[ mood | stressed ]

If I haven't said it, happy belated Yule. Whatever.

Too much stress. I hate this time of year. Well... today at least. It sucks. If you wanna know why, see my GJ.

I love my Mest CD. I've been listening to it all damn day. I've been having a recurring dream about Tony Lovato.. I don't even know how that started. I like MATT. Not Tony. It's weird. But in the dream, I was going out with Tony. Huh. It was just really weird. I was 18 in that dream too... haha. Whatever. We'll see. HAH. Okay. I'm going to bed.


I looked in her eyes
And all I could see
Was fucking pain, and misery
You're so unhappy

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[27 Dec 2004|07:23pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

*insert sad, bored, lonely sigh here*

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[19 Dec 2004|10:42pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I just needed to write this somewhere..

I have no idea what I'm getting for Christmas. I'm not getting a bass, I'm not getting a bass. I'm not getting anything. I need to stop guessing. Haha.

So, I thought I was gonna see my friend Kyle yesterday, I didn't. Bastard. "Oh I'm afraid if I go out with my family I might actually have fun." Fucker. Oh well. I'll see him in January. At testing. I think I'll tell him then. I've been going over and over in my head what I might say. This is the best I've come up with...

"I know you don't like me the way I like you, but I have deep feelings for you. I don't choose to have these feelings, I just do. And I can't help it. And I can't get over it. Believe me, I've tried. I'm not gonna try to kiss you or anything, I'm not gonna hit on you and I'm not gonna beg you to be with me. I just thought you should know how I felt."

I doubt I'll even get half of that out. If I even talk to him at all. At least he won't be all over Megan this time. I hate that pycho-hose-beast.

Anyway, I think I have too much smoke in my head (from burning paper in my room, not from smoking anything) and I can't think straight. I'll update more later.

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[17 Dec 2004|09:18pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

2004Collapse )

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[10 Dec 2004|12:33am]
[ mood | blah ]


I got a NEW Faceparty account.


I saw that guy I talked to forever ago, Matt. And this other guy, I just met him.. he's super cool. He's all into Alkaline Trio and shit. Pretty cute too.. I think his name on there is AnimalsFighting or something. He's super awesome.

And AIM's being a whore when trying to transfer shit. I hate AIM right now. In fact, I hate my whole computer right now.. it's being a big whore too.. that's probably why it's going so slow.

Oh, and is it weird that I have a lesbian crush on Brody Dalle? I don't think so... but she's like... really hot. And yeah. Haha. I just have a thing for her... and girls with mohawks. Drives me insane I tell ya. Hah. Guys with 'hawks too. I'm just crazy I guess.


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[08 Dec 2004|10:43pm]
[ mood | amused ]

super awesome post!Collapse )

That's it. Now I have to go make another photobucket account since mine's a bitch and it says I have a full account. Whatever.. the bastards.


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